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13 Tuesday May 2025
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13 Tuesday May 2025
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Posted in Questions in Logic
In the blizzard of the morning
the light cries
glistening streams of tears
down the face of the water.
A liquid sun multiplies
on the surface of the ocean
of stars.
There is something dancing there,
a whispering force, a space,
a promised land smaller
than the tiniest seed.
Meanwhile, in the world of Radiance,
stars fizzle out
before their midwife clouds.
everything is a cloud, you know.
electron clouds veil the center of the atom
on my mind.
The lightning bug
(or do I mean lightning bolt?), but now it is too late—
the crack in the sky
was not so dramatic after all.
"there is a hole," says Godel to Winnie the Pooh, "an incompleteness."
find a hole, even in the encroaching mountains,
Tear the time-space continuum
a new ring of fire.
don’t look for belief.
every act of communication
is divine.
15 Tuesday Apr 2025
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The face on the winning card.
A thin and worn facade
he doesn't know which side he is on
and his words fail to cover the abyss of his haggard soul
his speech ragged like a holy man on laxatives
no monolith, nothing to stand for,
his black soiled robes were always and only blue, now, in the new light
05 Saturday Apr 2025
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Timeless land,
how we have betrayed you, yet
committed to our crime,
my rhyme omitted
The bell of our voices lost to the sound of trees
cut down,
Rings on, like new,
A human heritage of voices
join with every seeker, every Archimedes,
Every prophet, there is no difference.
Our sound, Sheltered by the thundering mountain, in the distance
The mists over the hills carry on, conspiring about the divine
To those forest-wandering madmen,
rejected for their crippling lack of everything
that is not song.
These songs so quiet
drowned in a whispering spring
11 Tuesday Mar 2025
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(for Patrick Modolo)
the soul of nobody
The soul of that wasted nomad who troubles with harsh hungry silence
and sharp gaze like a star's one-pointedness
cold and pitiless, A number of demons
Gather like qualities of an apple
This gathering, why, by what force,
without it there is nothing but ghosts
no truth-juice
only the cold hungry claw that cuts
the body of our thoughts
grasping, groping, lost in a green paradise
the will-to-perfection that destroys
And.. And...
And how the nouns are all Sun, Earth, Rain, and Air,
yet when blooming
where is the emptiness of a flower?
19 Wednesday Feb 2025
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In an alternate universe I lost my way
in sizzling neon lights. they leave ghosts in my eyes.
The soothing burn of whisky.
feminine silhouettes cast by burning "open" signs, my mind dies little deaths.
they walk in reckless trance.
A human lumbering, lurching towards another's flesh
The uglier I get, the more beautiful everyone else becomes.
Oh Death, the seductress!
She will feel the sting in a feather—
penned tattoo
of a thin moon.
Fight me; O Death
I belong to combat.
lust is a leprosy; we hold our wretched skin to the fire for some comfort in pain.
There is worse than pain, dear one.
caught in the mind's cobwebs
where pain becomes a helper
Come to me, lost soul,
For I am the absence of truth, and I will hold you.
The mind needs truth like the body needs medicine.
my tongue a runway for flies
04 Tuesday Feb 2025
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Bill Murray in the movie “Broken Flowers” (2005) plays a lonely character who receives word that he has a son through one of his past lovers. He looks for him but never finds him. In the end (spoiler for this 20 year old film) he is sitting and enjoying company with a young man he doesn’t know. He realizes that this young man could be, or might as well be, his son. The young man asks for advice and Murray says “Well, the past is gone, I know that. The future, isn’t here yet, whatever it’s going to be. So, all there is, is, is this. The present.” The young man asks if Murray is Buddhist, and Murray says “No.”
It is like this with the truth. The Buddha does not claim the truths he taught. He said he found an old path to enlightenment, and just cleared the way for others to follow it more easily. But the task is not done. We must investigate the here and now (Dhamma), and try to communicate it with each other. We must use the common words we know, rewrite them, redefine them, until the path the Buddha took is clear again. The old words the Buddha offered don’t have the same effect; words change and move. Words are impermanent. Also, the reality we face is different now, less stable (I would venture to say). The days when the Earth could withstand all our hatred and pain are nearly over.
Unfortunately, some Buddhists mistake the teaching they find in the holy books to be the teaching of the Buddha, and worse, they believe this is Buddha’s teaching, while that is not Buddha’s teaching. The Buddha gave us work to do, the most important work: liberating our minds, our purest mind, from this world-moment-already-enveloped-in-flame. The desire to shock us awake and begin working again is desperately portrayed in the call of a Zen Master:
“Zen Master Seung Sahn says that in this life we must all kill three things: First we must kill our parents. Second, we must kill the Buddha.” https://kwanumzen.org/teaching-library/1997/10/01/kill-the-buddha
The Dhamma is not the Word. Aj. Sumedho has a famous teaching “It is like this.” We don’t understand it with words and descriptions. We use “it is like this” because it is so unhelpful, so useless, that we are compelled to deal with reality as it is directly sensed. This moment I am writing is not the same moment you are reading this. but a poet can capture more depth in this moment, with a simplicity that is vastly improved from the minute steps of mathematics. A poetic text invites a sense of touch, a euphoria of touching and sharing the texture of words. one can understand a poem better with “Our poem is like this.” because by the time these leaves of thought are revisited by a future reader, “this” is no more. But Buddhism was about “this.” Now “this” has changed. My words have moved off-target. The mark has moved too. Everything is impermanent. Missing the mark is all we ever do. Our poem can share in this melancholy of the failure of words. Our poem begs to be excused and at the same time it is our most widely intimate shared moment.
I want to dedicate this message to Buddha, Dhamma (the teaching), and Sangha (the community of monks and followers).
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she is so light the sun shines through her
brown sunned body, flight of a dancer
The sun behind her, wherever she turns
lifted, stretching, the grace of a mothering curve
this blazing heart, righteous, from the rites of womanhood,
she emerges from the fires of her austerity
branded in my eye
13 Friday Dec 2024
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We find ourselves in a place only for running away. our minds, caught in a flood, leap for the shore, even as the body is pulled in. Who will raise the call, who will speak the dead shadows and make them live?
This is the prophecy
There is a low woman in the hospital who cleans the sick. She washes vagina’s for a living. And oh holy of holys, she does a better job than you could do yourself. The cleanliness, the godliness that she achieves in this life…
she will one day be a god in her own right. She will unfold from a flower and be ordained in the Temple of the Sky.
Her name will mean ‘friend.’ It is the last of the Buddha’s names.
08 Sunday Dec 2024
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said already and repeated,
"the flag of truth must be destroyed to see the truth for yourself."
The Word was not the beginning
You were flung on reality, played like the winning card.
The Ace of cups uses our souls to wash the sins of wealthy donors
The only card left in our hand
The Wheel of Sympathy
is made a whirling cesspool
"accepting bodies" says the Sign
As if there was only one Sign and the Wise ones say
"Follow the signs" but the signs are everywhere, hitting me over the head like
"save a dollar, buy a coffee" strong enough to defend my own weakness
The Marketplace of Salvation
There was something before these words,
Something before the first word,
Something Fierce and Metallic, brandished
The old knowledge was transmitted from mouth to ear
Older knowledge was transmitted from breast to babe.
The biology of knowledge,
The woman silently transmits more than can ever be thrown across cosmic chasms. DNA Flung like wordless signs
The light of those ancestral eyes held an empty landscape with no line.
the womb is the original space, giving birth to the mind
and there is no difference between mind and womb.
Now
Milk mongers selling scientific messianic molecules
fit in the brain like our young men fit in sex robots.
compared to the old ways
Science is not a scalpel,
it is a bludgeon.